Feeling lost without a direction to move on.

Finally, End of Year Exams have finished. However, we will collect some of our scripts on Friday. Kind of anxious for the results.

This week has been filled with exam. So overall, was quite busy preparing for them. Though it's last minute revision, I tried to do my best.

There will be a Graduation Day on Friday. 20 students are representing each of the 3Es classes to attend sec 4's graduation. Many people are not intending to go although they have been chosen. I have no choice but to attend.

Cca has just started today, right after our last paper ended. It was kind of rushed. Didn't felt like going for cca but still went in the end. Instructor was in a bad mood, scolded many. But, I was not those who offended her. Anyway, I am stopping from writing Will post in another day.

Living in a lie.

End of year exams are coming soon. Have to study for so much topics. Will be too busy to post another post in this short period of time.

Tuesday
During physics lesson, Mr Chong didn't came in. It was unusual as he is always punctual. Went down to general office to inform. Although I didn't ask to, Shafiq, Malcolm and Hazim also went down. Mr Ho saw us when we were coming out of general office. He walked towards us, began asking us questions. He suspended all of them except me. Kind of felt bad all this while.

Wednesday
Sec 3s have English oral. But for those like me under Ms Chai, it is postponed till nxt week and Ms Yap taking over. Went home alone.

Thursday/Today
Had been dreading the F&N practical this few days. Finally, today was that day. Thought there will be lots of mistakes made, but actually it was not that bad. All of us did not manage to cook in the given period of time as we had start later than expected. Went late for assembly. Mr Ho was unhappy and class 3/6 & 3/7 had to stand up. Anyway, we stood up in the morning also...

Last post till after EOY exams.

Falling over and over again.

Had a hectic schedule for this week without a day of rest. There was F&N coursework on Monday, Museum on Tuesday and the rest of the days are filled with maths remedial. It was tiring like usual, normal days in school. However, I slowly got used to leading this kind of lives. If there was nothing planned ahead, It would be unbelievable.

Thinking of recent events... On last Thursday, it was Teachers' Day. In the morning, the whole school participated in the brisk walking event. Later on, had Teachers' Day Celebration planned with so much effort by some of the teachers and student leaders. It turned out to be great although the duration for Great Teachers Award was a little long.

If only you can find the courage to voice out your thoughts... If only you can share your feelings... If you are just going to keep to yourself... What is the meaning of me then?

Being there for you.

Holidays are finally here~
I am starting to post again.

Received Common Test 2 papers, results were not satisfying. Guess I will have to study harder for the upcoming end of year exams plus my O Level Chinese paper. Starting to dread doing the papers. Have to depend on my luck if I can continue studying for hcl.

Something unexpected happened, kind of shocked over it. Hui Shan and Eunice kept teasing, laughing so much... I don't know what has gotten into them. Like they were expecting something to happen.
Anyways have to stop writing already. Sorry for the short post.

Trust can be crumpled easily like a paper.

Been moody fer the past few days cuz of that incident. I hope to forget all this unhappiness. I didn't know being close to some ppl can cause so much misunderstanding.

Having o level chinese oral soon, 5 more days. Must stay focused. Had a change of instructor fer cca recently. Everybody was complaining but had no choice but to endure. Mayb we got used to our old one. Although he is kind of impatient and all but he is still acceptable. Had to do a short post, will update more of I have the time.

Drifting away...

One week of the school holidays has just passed. Had been busy with remedials in the first week, all of them were of Maths ones. However, there will be no remedials after that for the rest of the holiday. Except that there are still homework to be completed. It's not as much as last year actually. Cca has been so much relaxed compared to last year. There is only 2 days of practice for each week.

Recently, Abedline has changed her fb birthday to 3rd June and many people wished her happy birthday without much thought on that day. It's just a test to show if people really remembers her birthday. If even close friends don't remember this, are they really your true friends?

~ 9 more days to Abedline's real birthday!

Breaking apart.

It has been a time since I last posted. Hmm... my last post was on the day we got our syf results? That was long. After syf, had been busy studying for midyear exams. After exams, back to devotion in cca. Cuz many activities are coming up. CIP, Spectrum 6, Grading Exams, Overseas Trip! We just got 2 new scores today, S.H.E Medley, 两个人的巟岛. These are the songs for overseas exchange programme and Spectrum 6.

My birthday is coming, 4 more days? Time flies so fast. Half a year is already gone. I don't have that feeling of looking forward to the day. However, looking at my friends planning my birthday, I just felt happy. What is more than having friends who really cares about you?